Death of Kiowa

Although I am in heaven, I would still like to have a few words on what is going on in Vietnam. Hmm...where should I start??? I must say, that I am very devasted by the death of my dear friend Kiowa. His death would horrifying. I must say that Tim O'Brien did what he though was right an I can't fault him for it. At least now Kiowa will be joining me anytime now. I am not really at peace with myself. I don't know how to deal with the trauma of losing friends. But, I guess that I have been losing people my entire life and and this is not something new. I would like to say that Norman Bowker was also a dear friend of mine. I wish that I would have been there for him. I wish I would have been there to hear his voice in his time of pain. I wish I could have been there for him to pour out his heart to me. Amongst his silence was a lifetime of pain that no one ever cared to understand or care to want to know about. There is so much that I wish I could have done for my friend, but now they are only memories. At least we will be able to party it up in heaven. There's one thing that I can smile about and knowing that my dearest beloved Mark Fossie is thinking about me every day of his waking moments.